endless moonlight

my memory lapse, i suppose, is because of my failure to consume egg yolk. i hate eggs. much less egg yolk.


read in the straits'times 'mind your body'. no wonder i have such a terrific memory.

after months of deliberation, i have finally decided to join ninja-do, after which yesterday was the first lesson. it was fun yeah, and im looking forward to the next lesson.


the upper grades were learning some flying in the air then kick thingy, it was so awesome ok. cant wait to proceed on quickly. now im just learning the basics, but well, thats a start.

think i sprained a leg muscle or something.
its hurting a lot, and its only my right leg. got a feeling its because of the 60 squats we had to do during ninja-do, plus modern dance immediately the next morning.


im straining myself too much. i think im going crazy because deep down inside i think its nice to feel the pain once in a while. it distracts you, i guess.


seriously needing a change of template to keep me going. as you have notice, pray if you havent, im typing the entry in proper english. ohh maybe not, but at least most of the short forms are all gone yeah.


feeling cold nowadays..directionless, im praying for something to do. dancing kills a lot of my boredom, and i enjoy it too.


looking forward to our performance on foriday. getting jitteries i suppose. afraid i'll mess it all up by not remembering. having blank outs, although i have never have one before. but then again, anything can happen.



bored.





im bored of myself. got too many things to think through, too little energy. im killing myself. finding distractions.